Song of the Day ('00 Edition) AFI - Girl's Not Grey

Okay so I spent the last two days getting all black, broody and angry. Now it's time for me to get all emotional... Emo to be exact. Instead of wearing all black and saying I'm sad or I'm angry or I'm so far down that I can't explain how bad I feel, I'm gonna wear dark colors with splashes of color still act broody but yell at the world.

Song of the Day (90s edition) Nine Inch Nails - March of the Pigs

Continuing my Downward Spiral of emotions, I present nine inch nails. I wonder what it would've been like to go to a NIN concert. The music feels so raw and gutteral, I can see the pit just going off. All the rage, anger and pain everyone is feeling just culminates into an almost primal dance of fury with Trent Reznor's music only heightening the experience. Cathartic.

My body is a temple...

...and even though I have been working hard downsizing my temple stone by stone (so far two stones), somehow I'm gaining f**king pebbles back after a good stretch of weight loss. In a week and a half I have gained 5 lbs back! WTF!

When I hit 250, I plateaued. It was a tough stretch because no matter what I did i just stayed there. It really tore into me mentally and I swear I wanted to throw the scale against the wall. Here I am now at 234 when not too long ago I was 229. Not only have I gained, I think I'm plateauing again. I think I found the reason for my trouble and I'm changing up eating habits again.

It's just getting real frustrating at the moment. I'm beginning to stare daggers at my scale again. I actually think an outside force is actively sabotaging me.

Song of the Day (80s edition): Siouxsie and the Banshees - Cities in Dust

I'm having a Siouxsie moment... actually I'm having an inner goth moment... I'm feeling broody, I'm wearing a black shirt... I want to shun the sun, I want a cigarette... I love how I have a varied collection of music to fit my moods.

Song of the Day: Muse - Resistance

Muse via Itunes? Yes please.

As I've said before, I generally do not buy an album unless I like at least three songs from the album. Thanks to Itunes i can preview it before purchasing. Hey I like two already, time for me to peruse the album and see if it is worth a large chunk of one of my four itunes cards I got at Costco for less than cost. Yes, I'm shamelessly plugging my company.